"The Emperor Marcus Aurelius had persecuted the Christians from principle, being a bigoted Pagan: but his son Commodus, who succeeded him in the empire, after some time, shewed himself favorable to them. During this calm, the number of the faithful exceedingly increased, and many persons of the first rank enlisted under the banner of the cross. Of this number was Apollonius, a Roman senator. He was very well versed both in philosophy and the Holy Scriptures. In the midst of the peace, which the Church enjoyed, he was publicly accused of Christianity by one of his
own slaves, named Severus. St. Apollonius was ordered to renounce his
religion, as he valued his life and fortune; for though Commodus had
forbidden any one to accuse the Christians, he had not repealed the former laws against them. The saint courageously rejected such terms, and obtained leave to give an account of his faith in full senate. This he did in an excellent discourse, which has not come down to our times. But it not being in the power of his brethren to overrule the law, he was beheaded; and thus sealed the truth with his blood.
Observe how far a soul goes, which is carried
on by
the force
of truth, without any regard to present convenience, interest, honor,
or life? If God ruled in your heart, and you did but look
on your salvation as
the great business
of your life, these selfish considerations would not so often stand in
the way
of your best proposals. You have thoughts
of being good, but have not courage to be so. In some cases,
the apprehension
of what
the world will say; in others,
the displeasure
of friends; in others,
the loss
of some preferment
or interest; in others,
the fear
of reproach,
or retrenching
of state, is a bar to
the most essential duties: and
the interest
of the next
world gives place to this. See if this be not your guilt; if not in
great things, at least in your ordinary conduct and conversation.
Accustom yourself to greater simplicity
of mind; and let not little politics carry you
on, when plain dealing would be much more to your purpose. Beg this holy apologist and martyr to intercede for you."
The Catholic Year by Fr. John Gother